This Is Seriously Ridiculous!

Wow, I really need to lose weight! I hate living life huge and uncomfortable. I just want to be normal sized and feel pretty in my own body for once! I don't want people to be grossed out when they see me, I want them to think how pretty I look when I walk by. I want to be able to wear the cutest clothes and accessories without looking ridiculous! I'm tired of being fat. Why is this so hard for me to do? Why can't I eat right, exercise and lose this weight. Why am I addicted to high calorie crap! This has to stop! I have to make a promise to myself, tomorrow I am NOT EATING BADLY. No matter what it takes, I will eat healthy and I wont splurge.